Hey guys! As you know it has been a long time since I’ve blogged. Life has gotten the better of me it seems. So much has happened! First of all, I have graduated college! I now have a Bachelor’s of Herbal Sciences degree and am an official Herbalist. Secondly, I now work full time as a nanny, which is why I have so little time now. But I have felt the call of the Goddess and I know I need to get back to my spiritual path.
For Yule, my wonderful man bought me this gorgeous leather journal. I plan on using it for my study of The Morrigan, which I plan on continuing and finishing by the end of this year. I planning on devoting myself to her and the goddess Brighid. I am so excited! I feel this deep need to re-attune myself to Wicca, the Goddess, and my path. I feel that I have not put as much attention as I should on it, and honestly feel the repercussions of that. I was feeling very lost and uneasy for awhile. I have taken this winter, the dark time of the year, to really think about what I want from this life, and I know putting in more effort to “witch” will benefit and help me attain the things I want. Because for a while there I was calling myself a Witch and not doing anything! How can you be a Witch when you don’t actually do anything remotely witchy at all? I felt like a fraud. My crystals and altar have been gathering dust. It’s time to shake them and myself off.
I feel a change coming. A positive change. And I am so excited to find out what it is! I have had other people tell me that they feel this change as well. Last year was a tough one for a lot of people for some reason. It was such an “off” year, full of chaotic and confusing, muddled energy. This year feels much clearer, even though I have a mountain of debt I am afraid to look at in the eye and deal with. But I feel that it will all be handled this year.
My goals for this year are to get a handle on my debt, build my business, devote myself to the Morrigan, celebrate every Sabbat, and do at least one moon ritual a month (full or dark moon, etc.). Wish me luck!